I know of someone who said he wished he could take my pain away,
who really taught me about compassion, giving, self sacrifice ...
That same person had a cow turned on him and charge.
I can't remember how big it was but is was many times his weight.
Bare handed he grabbed the cow by the horns while it was charging him and took it down to the dirt.
He held the cow down until the trailer came in which he loaded it into.
He was unharmed.
He never tells this story unless asked about it.
I've never seen him use his physical strength against people, though he could.
He would rather stand up for people that needed help.
What I'm trying to get at is that self worth gained from boasting or creating fear, is a poor way of getting self worth. But it involves the least amount of work.
I try to ask myself many times what am I trying to do when I post to this blog. Many times when I say I need a break from this blog it is because I am unclear what I am trying to do, and I need to think it over. I never want this to be a form of boasting.
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