Value

"You can live with out being controlled by others
Your self worth doesn't have to be determined by others.
and really I'm not cut out for being popular."

So I decided to be myself.
So I decided to find better rules.
I tried to live by what I can do,
tied my value to my ability to preform,
soon found out I never can be great,
never can be something of value.
Ability soon disappears,
is never remembered past the moment.
I realize that I make to many mistakes.

I moved on,
I was going to hold on to my secrets,
hold everything against the rest of the world.
God was good enough to show me the faults,
You fall into a circle of self destruction.
There is no point in holding it back,
no man is an island,
we owe allot to each other.

I realize that I will
never be popular,
never be great,
never hold it all back.

So God everything is yours
even this
full of it's contradictions,
vague descriptions,
unclear meanings,
lies, and errors.

I tie myself to you
So teach me to leave my sin behind,
teach me to trust,
give me more of what I can't take right now.
stretch me beyond my limits,
just be there like you always are,
pick me up, break these fears.
teach me to overcome.
God bless us
God lead us