Answers

Where can I found truth? Where are the answers to all our questions? We try to find them but our own prejudices, thoughts , and ideas cloud the answers. Even when we read the bible it is clouded by our own thoughts. My brain is controlled by chemicals and emotions that I have no control over. My body gives up fails and sits and does nothing when there is the world to do. My own brain can convince me of things that I do not believe. Is there anything that I can hold on to? It seems that all I have left is a prayer that through all of this God would touch me and make me into something I'm not. So I will bury all these problems and trust that God will one day turn it into something that I can't imagine, more real, more joyful - something that I need. As someone I know once said (paraphrase) "If God uses these events to turn people to God it was worth ever thing that it cost me."