So I realized something today, actually it has been mulling for a bit and today it clicked. Sometimes I can get so focused on trying to figure out the reasons for why people do what they do. It's sort of a self defence mechanism I guess. But I found out that it just makes me suspicious, and dumb and so I say goodbye. Now of course it seems ridiculous.
So now I'm going to try to put some puzzle pieces together. I don't know if I have reached the bottom but It seems that other problems grow from this. If you think about it if I am suspicious, soon the glass become half empty and every one is against me and I start thinking like the blog entry on July 12. Then I become unreasonable because I am asking for a fight and to be left beaten up. I guess the point I am trying to make in all of this is that even without any negative outside influences I can work against myself. A little bit of a chiller and a humbler for myself.
God Bless us
God Lead us
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