I wouldn't trade it for the world

I'm searching for the other side.
I'm searching for this next step.
It's seems I've made this much more difficult
I'm not looking for the best,
I'm not looking for better than everyone else.
what criteria would I use?

I'm searching for something that I know is right.
I'm searching for more than what I see here.
I'm searching for this light that Jesus has shown me.
Though I have no idea what it is.

I guess it starts like this,
first you see the problems around you,
then you see the problems in yourself,
then you have to be fine with God's saving grace,
then you work at them.
And repeat as necessary.

It seems this is the hardest thing I've faced,
It seems this stubborn head is rock solid.
I seem unable to trust God,
but slowly this rock is breaking.
I wouldn't trade it for the world.