It's here that I'm wrestling with my thoughts
trying to make sense of the mess.
There is some order some sense,
I find beneath this, when at today's end.
I find it's trouble looking straight.
I find what I can't let go.
what I've always done.
Why is it these words that I'm stuck with?
These actions and reactions,
I've overdone and overused,
yet it seems it's all I do.
I need a new angle, a fresh look.
God can give me more.
Maybe I can do something different.
Maybe there is something for me.
I find nothing for me in talk.
I find myself silent, is this me.
I am still struggling, still searching.
Am I to forget about all these words,
No matter in the end anyways,
God takes care.
Maybe that's it,
just need to get that through my head.
Oh God.
Is there something here I need to do.
Is there something that I've messed up,
that you've given me a second chance.
I pray God help me, and I will try my hardest to do it right.
I don't want to retrace these steps.
These words end up being just words,
and they need your holy touch to work.
So touch my life, and touch those around me.
Reach in us and pull out the best.
I thank you that this has given me some rest,
restored my life, I can think again.
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