It's feeling like Spring

I've been feeling the Spring even though it is still -cold.

I was just thinking how inadequate I am. How anything I have ever done right is thanks to God, because I can see how I fall short all the time. I thank God so much for saving me, and you know what, thinking about it I wouldn't have it any other way, because if I was actually better, smarter, more athletic ... then I could elevate myself above other people like we as humans do so many times, and if you want to know me that is one thing I have hated as long as I can remember and most of my life has me struggling with what exactly I am supposed to do which I have also fail at except when God helped me. It is probably why I hate many things it is because I see it stemming back to this. So I thank God for his amazing power to change people like me, lately I've found prayer a really effective tool it has amazed me. God Bless.