Rules

I find myself in the same position I have been before and am trying to find a new way out. I find that I create rules so that I can be who I want to be, and it turns out that eventually these rules overwhelm me, till I give up and . I decided that I am going to let lots rules go but continue to try to be who I want. I guess I can see the rules getting in the way of a new picture that I see. So I decide that I am going to let them go and follow my dreams, leaving anything I see fit behind.

Peace Out
John James Friesen

Right where I am

Lately I have found myself in this motion that leads me on. I find myself moving but having not knowing why or where this is leading me but I keep moving. I find that I am doing things I wouldn't normally do, trying new things, leaving old stuff behind. I guess this motion comes from me giving God everything and telling him you have complete control. It seems as though life isn't asking me any questions any more and just going ahead. I find I wouldn't trade this for the world.

It's feeling like Spring

I've been feeling the Spring even though it is still -cold.

I was just thinking how inadequate I am. How anything I have ever done right is thanks to God, because I can see how I fall short all the time. I thank God so much for saving me, and you know what, thinking about it I wouldn't have it any other way, because if I was actually better, smarter, more athletic ... then I could elevate myself above other people like we as humans do so many times, and if you want to know me that is one thing I have hated as long as I can remember and most of my life has me struggling with what exactly I am supposed to do which I have also fail at except when God helped me. It is probably why I hate many things it is because I see it stemming back to this. So I thank God for his amazing power to change people like me, lately I've found prayer a really effective tool it has amazed me. God Bless.