
To the past(and others involved),
that I really only representations were used to talk.
It was really done for me five months ago, but completely done 2 months ago.
The only reason that I came around again is to see how people are doing, and I will probably come around again and leave my web markings on your statistics. To the person that made a fool of me a couple of times. God is as integral to me as the blood in my veins. I offer you God but we both know that answer. Yes you have to looks but it was never about that for me, and now not knowing what I know I'm glad it never was.
To the very attractive possible future
that I would love to know.
I stumble at my english, I am strange and do stupid things sometimes, I know.
The only consolation I have for myself is
Romans 8:12-14 (The Message) "So don't you see that we don't owe this old do-it-yourself life one red cent. There's nothing in it for us, nothing at all. The best thing to do is give it a decent burial and get on with your new life. God's Spirit beckons. There are things to do and places to go!"
I saw my past straight in the eyes and I am so thankful for God for protecting me all these years and it was really only God even though I had no idea why (At the time I was quite frustrated by it).
To the present (third parties)
It's to bad that this effects life, and this blog but I guess it has to. To finish it up I am thinking about posting transparency 3, it's been in the works for awhile. We'll see.