MGB

So yesterday I revived my MGB back to life again.
Had to do some nerve surgery, ie completely replace the ignition system,
So yah I had to take it spin, actually a couple of spins.
You know I like the adrenalin of having fun, but when it is all said and done,
I know how much more it would take to get the same rush and
I realize how completely worthless working hard just for a rush is to me.

Easy to forgive, quick to forget.
Very important words for me.
This new direction is home.

What ever the reason ...

What ever the reason for my foolish ways,
I know I had to do it. It's always a WOP or guess it is WIP.

I find myself asking God for a bigger risk,
though I have no idea why.
It seems to me risk is connected to sacrifice.
Are the two interdependent?

I find no matter which way the wind blows or how strong,
I catch a glimpse of light and it has me hooked.

God has shattered my conceptions,
knowing and agreeing are different that taking something to heart.
God has showed me that in another part of life.

God ruler of all,
I called on you awesome name,
to give you thanks and shout praise.
Come bless us. Come lead us.

The Motions by Matthew West amazing.

I worry this is political

What's the fool to do?
To young and everything to lose. lol.
Lessons learned ...
Maybe just myself understood.

I remember;
I saw the bottom of the bottle,
before my first sip.
I felt the pain in my hand,
before I hit.
I may have asked God for that.
It's always a choice for me,
and sometimes I ignore.

Somethings you have to be passionate about.
Somethings you have to forget about.
I find I can mix those up,
more often it's unclear.

There are many things I would like to know,
but when the scale is tipped.
I find I don't need to know,
maybe one day I will know ...
one day I will not care.

To be cynical
The world is a hard place,
it owes us nothing.

To be optimistic
Everything we get is a gift,
that we can give.

Hope For

This is way beyond my pay grade,
and way over my head, but here is my attempt.

Ecclesiastes 12:13 NKJV
Let us hear the conclusion of the whole matter:
Fear God and keep His commandments,
for this is man's all

Galatians 6:8ish The Message
But the one who plants in response to God, letting God's Spirit do the growth work in him, harvests a crop of real life, eternal life.

John 10:27 NKJV
"I am the Good Shepherd. I know my own sheep and my own sheep know me."

Luke 18:22ish The Message
"When Jesus heard that, he said, "Then there's only one thing left to do: Sell everything you own and give it away to the poor. You will have riches in heaven. Then come, Follow me."

Matthew 4:19 NKJV
Then He said to them, "follow Me, and I will make you fishers of men."

For me this is what I think -I hope to do what God asks me to do, I hope to follow God-