Something from High School

I was going through all my old paper and I found some interesting stuff I wrote in high school for projects and stuff.

"This has helped me realize how for me to find a balance. This book has helped me to deal with the issue of balance."
"..no matter what happens God is always in control."
"God works in many ways if we just look for him. This has helped me to see God working in ways I didn't expect. It has helped me get a bigger picture of God."

God Bless

The Command

God has a plan for every one, This really hit home for me. I always want to do something else, wish I was some one else wish I could be more. I guess this is good for personal building always wanting to be better, wanting to grow closer to God, but it has it's down falls like everything when followed instead of God. You never feel satisfied, you always wish for more, you always see your faults. I guess where God has me now is in the thought that, I need to know that in my life whatever happens or what ever I wish for, that no matter what, God has an awesome plan for me and nothing except rejecting him can change that.

Finished a childhood dream

I've always had the wondering of what it was like to live with out a home. What it is like to trust God for your every need. What it is like to have to trust Jesus for everything, having nothing else to lean on. I believe I have had a really good taste of that at the end of this year.

Thank you God for being there for me. Thank you for answering my prayers, and giving me everything I need. I pray that people in need would trust in you. Thank you. Amen

Days like these

It's day's like these that I feel I don't fit in. It feels like I'm left all alone here on this God forsaken earth. It is day's like these I feel I have nothing else to give you God. It feels like there is no place for me here.

And maybe that's just it I am changed so I don't fit in. Giving a craving for something so much more. There is nothing else that I can give it is all yours God. There is no place for God's anointed except in his hands. This earth is not God forsaken but people have forsaken God down here.

Oh God I cry for you. Come help me here oh God. Bless all those around me, fulfill all their needs. I pray that they would have a deep craving for you. They would cry out to you and you would answer them. Oh God help us weak humans.

the Line Between the Two

Where is this guiding force that is supposed to lead me on?
Where is this answer that I am looking for?
Why do I keep looking?

Refusing to take anything fake?
Refusing guidance by half influence?

Nothing here can really influence

Oh God show me the real.
Show me you.

My Trick for Daily Bible Readings

If you want to read your bible every day, if you want to feel your daily reading throughout the day you are going to have to need your daily bible reading to survive the day.

The problem in our post modern society is that we believe that we got everything that we need, and as human history has shown we can believe allot of lies. Read some of my previous blogs if you think you got everything you need from this world.

I guess what I'm trying to get across is that we are insignificant and incompetent, and nothing this post modern world can offer that can change this, all it offers are blindness and ignorance.

This is a hopeless condition with out God. From what we read in the bible there is only one defense that is going to save me from eternal destruction and that is Jesus. So that is the only defense I am going to use against the hopelessness of our condition. My only defense against all the world throws at me is Jesus.

Now what does this have to do with daily bible reading well just try a day without your self defense. What do you do when you fail an exam, what do you do when you feel alone, what do you do when you are made fun of, what do you do when you are with your friends? I find that it is really hard to get through the day, that is why when you strip away the worldliness we need daily bible readings to get through the day.

I don't want any friends, that I have just for self protection, just to be cool, just to be part of a group, just to have a high friend count

I want friends that I can trust, that I can be comfortable with, mess up and still be friends with. We don't have to agree but be willing to put aside our differences and have fun.